There's always a lesson in the things that happen to, and around us; these lessons serve as markers, or milestones on which rest the ego, soul, body, or mind. Some lessons serve better than others, others can leave deep scars or no marks as all, and healing can come from there. It is true that the greatest lessons are the ones towards healing; and it also true that it is these greater lessons lead us towards balance, peace, fortitude, and the true nature of life: positivity.
I have struggled with my specific lessons, as do many others similar to me. I know though, that somehow through the pain in those struggles, that me and those others, are working toward something brighter, something of value and worth. The ones seeking not just answers and knowing, but also possibly even a light beyond normal sight, are of the highest in my eye. I hope that everyone one day finds the answers they need; and that the light that all of us find in birth and in death, somehow becomes unified with us in nature, and being, in the now.
There's a certain point when one realizes what it takes to travel the higher ground, the ground of maturity, and non-ego. Not everyone is ready for this step, and not everyone is ready to let go of the most important thing to themselves: that part of themselves that clings to the "I". It's normal and very common to do this, it's taught to us to act like this.
Individuality, ego, personality, character, the very person we are, it's that which we all cling to. We treat our bodies like we own them, and that because we are in control of the biology, that we are somehow entitled to respect or reward for being alive in them. This is false, and it is the lie that we believe to make our wounds seem more bearable, and within coping.
What we truly must have in our hearts to get towards answers, and enlightenment, and even light, is much more simple than most believe. And for the people that have spent the time to find a path towards the high ground, that thing is very easy to find. Some will ask others for it in hopes that there is some stop to their pain, yet it is from themselves that this thing is born...
It's one word..and it is forgiveness.
If one can find it in themselves to first forgive themselves, and then also others, then one will not ever be in true pain. Certainly, time will pass and people get older, ..so do their children, and their belongings. When an individual can find forgiveness for the things that have plagued them through their lessons. Then those plagues lose their power over that individual. The very things that are bringing us towards the greater need of humanity, our lessons ...it is wise to be forgiving with them, and if at all possible, gentle.
I am guilty of many trespasses, and I have had many walk on me like I was dirt, and always with my permission. I am full of love and affection, and I do not want to separate the world into boxes, and classes. I am not full of idle compliments, or empty promises. I give myself as fully as I am able, and I am proud of that. It can make me vulnerable, but in that vulnerability is a resilient Light Worker. I am proud at that fact.
I can be available emotionally, even if I don't have the "time". I make time, because the people that are important to me matter. And it means something to me to be there for them, even if they are unable to be there for me. Part of the Path is being able to walk on your own, as easily as with others...without negativity and vampire like reflexes that one finds in the guarded masses.
I am not perfect, and still I work towards it. I know that I may not find it in this life, or possibly the next, if there is a next. I am certain though that there is a light beyond sight; and as I dream every night, I try and fight so that everyone can hold it one day. So that all of us don't have to live in lies, and have no truth as secret from those of importance to each and everybody.
I don't have to seek your forgiveness to find my way on the Path. I forgive myself, and get closer to the crown of life in tune with my intentions. I don't need anyone to validate me, nor am I bound to anyone for any reason. I am within freedom through forgiveness, and I own nothing but an "opinion" on the shadows I live in everyday.
Good luck and thank you.
Monday, December 19, 2011
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
New Meaning and Values
Since the beginning of this blog, over a year ago, it's been quite the experience. Taking my thoughts and feelings to another level of understanding, dreaming of things I have never dreamed of before, in places where I have not dared to tread. I could go into details, and share all the mixed and sorted spiritualist reasons and logic behind them, it won't bring you any closer to any God or Goddess, or deity therefrom. It may though bring you closer to something inside yourself, that is much bigger than anything we can imagine, or dream about.
I'm talking about that thing inside you that pushes you towards the divinity, we are all drawing closer to something amazing and wonderful. Some of us may or may not be aware, and there are a select few light workers I know are doing their best to keep it alive out there amongst the grey&black of matter.
I'm talking about the part of yourself that knows the difference between the three sides of the coin (if you've paused to look at the edge of the coin that is). The part that knows the Love, and the Pain and that hard edge of forgiveness between them. How could anything live and love without forgiveness and the growth that spurs forth from there.
Some people would like you to not find that place of Balance, and Truth. These are persons of control and force, and they are not your friend.
For truly, we have no control over a larger number of things, that we falsely believe, we do. This is not to infer we have no control, but that control and force are things that are more complex than some other things. That they come with strings and consequences that most are unable to manage. Sometimes not having control and force is an advantage (...freedom is born from the release of control and force). Choosing non-action as opposed to meddling will prove your "rewards sent" in many situations.
In these new times, as the World itself is changing and evolving, growing and lighting up with energy, we need to stay the course to Light. Forget what it is you want and just flow and take from the bounty that is already around you. You chose to be here, to live, to love, to do all the things you ever wanted to, inside that life and love. We forget that this Earth and also a Garden of Eternity, if we make it that.
Remember love, remember me, and the love I have for you through all that we experience. The changes are ever going to happen, and we may flow together and sometimes apart (for a moment). We are all born out of the same Star, the Sun, and it is into that Star we will all return one day. Until then remember that to give life meaning is one thing, and to also give it value is a greater thing.
Each day from here I'm making a promise to myself, a promise that will help with my growing, and forging more love out of this life. I am going to let go of you, and watch you blossom; and I am going to hold onto me, for it's the parts within that speak the greatest truth of "my" life. I am not going to take any meaning from the things here and now, I am only going to be grateful for their secret value. For it is in that secret value that I find the thing that draws me towards divinity.
Maybe it's not for some of you out there reading this, I know where it is that I am heading, ...I may not know what it's going to look like, or where I will be standing when I realize I have found that secret (inside) realized fully. I will tell you though, my eyes are open, I see you better now than I did before. There are no lies anymore, there is just the beginnings of something great. Something your welcome to join in on and enjoy, or leave behind if you wish.
The choice is yours..Where are your thoughts and feeling leading you?
I'm talking about that thing inside you that pushes you towards the divinity, we are all drawing closer to something amazing and wonderful. Some of us may or may not be aware, and there are a select few light workers I know are doing their best to keep it alive out there amongst the grey&black of matter.
I'm talking about the part of yourself that knows the difference between the three sides of the coin (if you've paused to look at the edge of the coin that is). The part that knows the Love, and the Pain and that hard edge of forgiveness between them. How could anything live and love without forgiveness and the growth that spurs forth from there.
Some people would like you to not find that place of Balance, and Truth. These are persons of control and force, and they are not your friend.
For truly, we have no control over a larger number of things, that we falsely believe, we do. This is not to infer we have no control, but that control and force are things that are more complex than some other things. That they come with strings and consequences that most are unable to manage. Sometimes not having control and force is an advantage (...freedom is born from the release of control and force). Choosing non-action as opposed to meddling will prove your "rewards sent" in many situations.
In these new times, as the World itself is changing and evolving, growing and lighting up with energy, we need to stay the course to Light. Forget what it is you want and just flow and take from the bounty that is already around you. You chose to be here, to live, to love, to do all the things you ever wanted to, inside that life and love. We forget that this Earth and also a Garden of Eternity, if we make it that.
Remember love, remember me, and the love I have for you through all that we experience. The changes are ever going to happen, and we may flow together and sometimes apart (for a moment). We are all born out of the same Star, the Sun, and it is into that Star we will all return one day. Until then remember that to give life meaning is one thing, and to also give it value is a greater thing.
Each day from here I'm making a promise to myself, a promise that will help with my growing, and forging more love out of this life. I am going to let go of you, and watch you blossom; and I am going to hold onto me, for it's the parts within that speak the greatest truth of "my" life. I am not going to take any meaning from the things here and now, I am only going to be grateful for their secret value. For it is in that secret value that I find the thing that draws me towards divinity.
Maybe it's not for some of you out there reading this, I know where it is that I am heading, ...I may not know what it's going to look like, or where I will be standing when I realize I have found that secret (inside) realized fully. I will tell you though, my eyes are open, I see you better now than I did before. There are no lies anymore, there is just the beginnings of something great. Something your welcome to join in on and enjoy, or leave behind if you wish.
The choice is yours..Where are your thoughts and feeling leading you?
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